Heart’s Shutting Down

My past heartaches and heartbreaks left me tired sad, hurt, hopeless, helpless, full of questions, and what else? *sigh* I lost the right words to describe it.

All of the topsy-turvy relationships I had, made me realize a lot of things. It made me think and made me ask myself a question—-how do I get out of these repetitive heartbreaks? Hmmmm.. I was left thinking about the things that I need to do, things I need to furnish, and plans I need to accomplish.

I realized that there are a lot of things to do in this life than to cry over spilled milk. Life is way more than just falling in love. There are lots of people around me aside from my special someone. There are lots of issues around the corner that needs my attention, energy, talents, and resources.

So I said to myself, I need a break, I need time to compose myself, and I need to focus on other things aside from my heart and feelings. I said to God, I will pause for a while. I will not rush things about love. I will give myself a break. I will focus on things that are important. I will fix myself. I will arrange my life. And I prayed:

God, I will become better and (not bitter) to ready myself for that one special person you have destined for me. And please, I beg you, that whenever I will fall in love again, I humbly pray that she’ll be the one that I will end up with forever.

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So everything went well for a little while. I lived peacefully and happily. Doing things that I love and that makes me happy. I’m picking up the pieces one by one. I moving forward one step at a time. And then someone popped out in my life.

The next thing I know, I don’t know what to do. Is she the one I’m looking for all my life? Or is it the same old story happening all over again? A remake with a different character perhaps? Will I just ignore her? I don’t know.

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Checking pulse rate..

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Heart’s unresponsive, unable to check heart status.

Heart will shut down.

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13 Comment

  1. Aww! Risks are unfortunately, necessities to grow and move forward. 😉

    1. Yes Felicia.. 🙂 Thanks for always visiting my site. 🙂 Have a great day.

  2. Uhuy! Pumapagibig!

    1. Pag-ibig agad mama ji..??? hahahahaha 😛

  3. I say just go for it. Nothing in this life is certain anyway, but when there’s something, like a chance for love (which you seem to have now if I understood your post right), then do not overthink. If it doesn’t work, then fine, but maybe it would. You’ll never know! And the risk is what makes it all exciting!

  4. Heartbreak are a lesson in life. It’s heartening to know that you are responsive to them! I liked the prayer the most. Nursing a heartbreak myself, I can completely relate!

  5. I love this! Yay! Thank you btw for following my blog (on wordpress) .. And as for your love life, I’m quite sure you’ll meet her at the most unexpected moment and then before you know it, you guys are already so in love with each other. Don’t rush things. Good luck! 🙂

    1. 18megapixel says: Reply

      Thank you very much for taking time to read my blog. 🙂

      1. You’re welcome! 🙂

  6. Louiela Ann Analista says: Reply

    I always say this, “one of the regrets we have are the things we didn’t do,” so go for it…who knows 🙂 ayan payo ng isang single, hahaha….

    1. 18megapixel says: Reply

      Hahahaha maraming salamat. 🙂 go for it.. 🙂

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